Xxsploshed-heartsxX3

I dreamed last night that the moon had become gigantic. You could see on its golden surface places for rivers, and pictures made from shadows of ridges. I'd seen all this while looking through the web of a spider, dew dripping from the silk threads in the middle of the night. The moon was so full and large that I became humble and aware. Childlike even. I had seen a man come out of his rich house and walk onto his porch, and I shouted to him about the moon. The man was cruel and intent on hurting my friends, but still I had shouted to him to look at the moon. I found that his face had been malformed in a violent fight and he had used his mo

I think I use distractions as a buffer from myself. [help me im sinking in myself] because really, inspite of my 20 fingers and toes, and general normal appearance, im hyperactive. My mind is [burning in my mind] hyper all the time. Churning all the time. measuring all the [moments of myself] people and items around me. constantly counting. Everything I experience eventually triples in intensity. My mind is a multiplier [multiple expressions] I told myself to shut down again. To go back to the days of silence silence [but my mind is so noisy] all the time. [my mind is like a room full of birds] fucking birds.

It's been ages since I've made do of this place.... Last night I dreamed that my brother and his friends came into the house. My brother was being awkward, and trying to ask me something. Annoyed that he couldn't spit it out, he finally asked if I'd like to go to the grocery store and pick up some ganja. I woke up and told my brother this. brother: "hell no." ... awh. Sidenote: I've again been able to borrow a reasonable photography device. I should get to work.